Thursday 10 February 2011

2014 10th February notes part one

Honour they father and thy mother, creativity and spirituality, passivity and aggression, control and submission, control and addictions self indulgence and self sacrifice, life and death, immortality and afterlife, originality and repetition

New beddings coverings, washing and cleaning, work completions, Wills and preparations, Cry Egypt, Sports review, Insurance postings, weight and food, game play, houses of ticky tacky Weeds, little boxes Hawaii Five O not McGarrets. Bankers and risk, the Chinese are coming.

Hopefully someone out there someday will guess, everyone sees more than I do and I see what others do not. Well it makes sense to me.

It is exciting and depressing that as I approach my 72 birthday I want to create, write, experience more than I have ever done and know that what I do is better than the best has been, which may not be saying a lot.

I am settling for going for the swim sauna four rather than five times a week as on those days I tend not to recover until after lunch reducing the time spent on creative activity and which in turn reducing the inclination and time available to spend on the day today basics of living. However on the swim sauna free days the sense of being alert and having unlimited time in which the day commences on rising early does often result in frittering away hours playing games. There have been two mishaps recently, not paying sufficient attention to details or carrying on as if I am not tired which results in turns the results game play at chess to zero so that I am starting virgin like all over again and in Mahjong Egypt I overran the record, albeit recently created with that of swims and saunas so I have to begin again. I commenced the record as I moved from the in game record of 16 millions completions through to 17 million which fortunate remains with six to seven completions todate. I have commenced a new game of Mahjong Egypt antiquity search and acquisition reaching gaining the Golden Threaded net at 2007200 stage four after the Gemstone Udiat at 1496600. I then played three games 50-53 of level one chess where I take an average of five minutes to win while I eat a bowl of cereal. The need to attend to detail helps to understand and therefore be in control and doing so brings me closer to creating the kind of individual work within a work which I long to produce.

Beginning work on George VI and politics has been postponed for a day or more depending on my progress today and the news. I need to intersperse writing with other activity although this usually results on lost thought trains and dissatisfaction with the output of both as bouts of tiredness quickly come over me as the day progresses, despite as to day having had eight hour of disrupted waking dream of mixed impact sleep, but eight hours against the usual six to seven. One reason for this was the decision to replace the bottom bed sheet with a new spare purchased two to three years ago and which led to making the bed really well so that it felt cool and flat and inviting when I went up tired just after 10 p,, and the decided not to get up at 4.30 and slept on waking at a few minutes past six for the third successive day of this pattern and deciding to stay in bed so that it is 7,45 now as the morning progresses, Lots of ordered brain activity makes be hungry so I will break for some cereal.

I enjoyed the cereal making a good judgement about the quantity of milk. This brings me to me to the milk dilemma. I should buy two pints at a time but cannot resist the present Morrison bargain of two four pint containers for £2 which is nearly half price that of 4 of the two pints and better value than eight of the single pints. Apart from the cereal it is only used for coffee and tea so that i throw away an average of a pint from any four pint container which still makes it better value but I have to live with the waste. I do not like throwing away food of any kind given the struggle that many beings have to acquire the basics. I did the washing up before enjoying the cereal, noting that I need it devote time to the cooker surface. I replenished the nut and fruit cereal yesterday, after forgetting that I had intended to use up the cornflakes before doing so. I also added two packs of Taylor’s ground decaffeinated coffee when I went to Asda to see if they had more of the three set soft cover black folders at £1.50 and they had so I acquired 9 leaving two where the pockets had become crumpled. I will make myself a bacon roll now which means I will drink more diet caffeine free coke that I should although I did find that I still had a twelve pack on inexpensive bottled water which I tend to use by keeping a bottle in the bathroom to cope with the Ice Cold in Alex mouths I experience when I wake at night but also need a comfort visit to the toilet. After the bacon roll I will attend to the outbox after sorting out last night. I needed to check the position of my latest credit card but could not find the paperwork for the online info as the card does not send out paper statements. This took me in several direction of sorting and the determination to get on with these before moving to King George and his political interests or the sports review writing which had been the plan for today.

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